The weirdest thing happened today . I'm in the office minding my own business when on of the guys I work with decides he is going to add me as a friend on Facebook .
I still go to work every day as a male , primarily as its a fairly labour intensive job and the last thing I want to do is ruin my good clothes with silicones and dirt from the job , not only that I'm still building up a wardrobe of the clothes I like to wear, and non of the old boy clothes fit into that category. So I don't mind wrecking them as they only serve to protect what little modesty I have
I mean he has pretty much always had an idea about me. Although its only in the last few weeks that any doubts were erased ( and if I recall correctly , he posed a pointed question that left no doubt that he knew ) , and I don't tend to hide to much if people ask or make it blatantly obvious as he did ,
I realise that it is not something I can really hide either. So I might as well be honest with people and they can then make up their own mind whether they are comfortable with my decision .
Although I don't mind that he knows , I guess I wasn't quite ready to allow complete access to my photos blogs some of the things I share out of work
And its getting more apparent that most every one I work with has figured me out to some extent , and I get the feeling that no one really has an issue with me being me . I think if my job was an office job or one where im visiting sites for quotes and on site meetings , not the actual installation side , I would be comfortable enough to be Alice Full time , and get rid of this thin façade I seem to think I need
Next year I have my course in footwear starting mid February and I have already decided that I will be full time as of early February so its only 103 days 23 hours and 51 minutes and 32,30 ,28,27,26 well you get the idea , but im not counting , honest
So I guess next year Alice might have to go and install showers when I'm not studying
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