some of this happened several months ago ,but again I've been so slack
I have noticed that me and my mum seem to be getting along really well this year
better than we ever did before
I seem to be on the phone with her at least twice a week , just chatting about anything and everything
And every time I felt, now was the right time to tell her my little secret, That I've hidden from her for all these years . But without fail she would have to go to bed , or it was going to be a stressful day at work tomorrow
And then one day in september201 she had just told me that she's having a long, long weekend
that means four days for her to come to terms with the news, I'm about to drop on her
well I just jumped at that opportunity as if it were a sign from the goddess
Mum was so stoic as I cried and explained everything that's been going on in my life and how i have felt this way since I was 14. always knowing something wasn't right and never knowing what it was or what I could possibly do to correct it
My mum bless her confessed that she always knew I was different and had noticed changes this last 5 years , but she always had it in her head, that I was going to jump out of the closet and announce with pride "Mum I'm gay "
she just assumed the laser hair removal and funny tablets I imported for my hair was a part of that process.
Then we both broke down as mum tried to say between sobs how much she loves me and just always wanted me to be happy , and that if this was truly the only way I could be happy then she would support me wholly
having said that it still took my Mum over a month to really start coming to terms with the news that she has a daughter not two sons .
